Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Confession


Hello! classmates how r u.I wanted to write something tat interests all,but i havn't got a topic.So i thought i could open my personal diary a little bit for you.You know wat? I loved a girl from our class.Ofcourse it is one sided.I dont want to call it as love because i dont love her now.So i name it as an infactuation.
When i saw her for the first time i wanted to be her good friend.As we entered 2nd semester i dont know wat had happened to me;I was thinking the whole day about her.I wished the sundays would be short.Her face remained still before my eyes.I exactly remember the dresses she used to wear.
One day i got up suddenly during night and started writin poems about her,wen i saw the clock it was 2.30 in the mornin.I hardly slept during night but anyway i compensated it durin class.From first period till evening i used to stare at her.She had a doubt whether i am actually looking at her.So she frequently checked me but i would not shift my eyes from her.I knew she found out tat i m watchin her.Next i wanted to know her house,phone no, or atleast email id.I planned to peep into her bag.As i used to come late, everyone would have gone to the labs .So i thought tat s d right time.I came late the next day,der was no one in the class.shall i look for a number or address from her bag.Oh!my god how ll her bag look like;oops i forgot it.Plan dropped.
I got her in my dreams.How long should i be starring at her.wat is the next step.i followed her.I followed her to her home and found her address.One day she even saw me near her house.So no doubt tat she knows this.Even my benchmates dont know these things.
Oneday i heard her speaking to her friend.i just heard a word "silly people" and filled the remaining on my own.Am i silly. No.i dont want to be one either.Thereafter everything turned around.I disliked her.All her minus points seemed visible to me.At this point i realised she s not my girl.Another boy was teased by her name.but i dont care.i hav already spent my whole 2nd semester on this.i m bold enough to write this because college is over.please dont ask the name of the girl.if u hav guessses mail me at danas_5@yahoo.co.in.for godsake dont mention it here.but i m sure the girl recognises this if she reads the blog.
thank u for reading.

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